Dear heavenhow can i even begin to dareTo hope something - anything?Is no assurance there?No promise? No guarantee? The doubt is a plagueIn my every thought. Dare I hope to hopeIn a hope that leaves me dryAnd lost? How can I dare To hope in hope? How can I?How is it that hope can leave meHow is it that something so “good”Should leave me feeling helpless? Dare I hope to hope?What difference does it make?Fate will be fate in the end,It will either “make or break.” Does Fate regard my hope?Does it listen? Or care? now..im here stuck in universe..trying...